I am 35 years old and just last year I left my husband for my girlfriend I have came to the point in my life that I could no longer live the way I had in the past. When I was much younger I can remember going over to one of my friends house (no names) and her and I use to spend a lot of time kissing each other we said it was so when we had a boyfriend we would know what to do and that may have been her thinking but I went over because I just liked kissing her it felt right. Then I had my first boyfriend and then married I have been married twice and have 4 kids but I have always loved women one person who has had my heart for years and years I met when I was 14 and we stayed friends till about 3 years ago and in all that time we would have times when we would be together I loved her but she didn't feel the same way about me maybe she didn't even know how much I loved her, but she isn't in my life anymore and I missed her I missed being with a woman I never thought of myself as gay really I just thought it was a thing I had for just her I had my life with my husband and kids I didn't want to leave them she had her life with her husband and kids but once a year it seemed like we would end up together and that would be all I thought of till we were together again. After we ended our friendship I found that all I thought about was how I missed being with a woman. gay people would interest me I would read the personals and think about should I or shouldn't I. Then I met someone at work I knew the first time I seen her she way gay we became friends right off and then one day I just asked her and she told me she was. I was having these feelings for her that were eating me up inside I wanted her but didn't want to hurt her I wasn't sure if I wanted to give up the life I had already and she understood told me it was ok and that she wanted me so we got together no strings but when we made love I just knew this was it her and I have been together ever since I left my husband and I am working on getting my divorce she is the one true love. she loves me the way I have always wanted someone to love me. Kelly baby I love you thank you for the wonderful life we have together and for the years and years we are going to have together.