Well here it is. Really cannot say anything to the people that are around me on how I feel towards women. Except with these words on this screen that I type now. I have always had feelings toward women even as in my growing stages of childhood. Had some kissing experiences. And in adulthood had about 3 sexual encounters. For me it is the soul that I am attracted to. And I am proud to say that I am glad even to be writing this. I am not a confused woman who does not know what she wants. I love both men and women. Women I can really relate to.