Hi. I'm a 24 year old single mother. Ever since I was young I had an attraction to females that I had never told anyone about. I had always looked at female classmates and teachers thinking about how beautiful they were. How great it would be if I were closer to them, I went through life until now dating guys, never expressing my feelings towards any female. I never enjoyed sex. It was just like something that I had to do. I never felt any satisfaction from it. I have a 3 year old child from one of those unsatisfying relationships. When his father and I were separating I became friends with a co worker who is a lesbian. I immediately had feelings for her after just our first conversation. I began hanging out with her more and more, discovering how amazing and beautiful she is. Everything about her was so perfect. I wanted to be with her all day everyday. A single touch from her sent chills through my body. We were having the same feelings. She thought my feelings were just out of loneliness. I was serious about my feelings for her. Every time I saw her I had the greatest feelings ever. I fell in love with her. A kiss from her was better than any sex I had ever had. When she touched my hand or my face I wanted to dissolve. No man has ever made me feel the way she has. We are just friends and we hang out often. She showed me how beautiful and sweet life can be.

I dated another female since her and the girl wasn't the same. I find all women beautiful and attractive now. My sons father knows about my feelings. So do my friends. They all understand that I plan to continue dating females. Everyone has been accepting. I haven't told my mother or sister yet. When I am in a serious relationship I will tell them. I am not very concerned about their reactions because I know that I will be happy. I don't feel like I should have to worry about their possible reactions. I am discovering that I've been hiding from myself for too long. I'm finally feeling "right".