Hey my name is Tabitha I was born in Virginia, I'm 16 years of age I'll be 17 in November, here recently I have came out to my mom, dad, and sister to the rest I just deny it... oh and I came out to my best friend Danielle, she is cool about it, so is my sister, but my dad still doesn't believe I'm gay, he just says it's just a phase, and I mean I like guys but just not like that and I even find myself feeling something for a guy but I know it's got to be me making myself, but up until now I have always knew who I was and what I wanted and the doctor just says it's depression but I get this scared feeling when I think I'm not gay or I just feel so empty inside and just feel alone, why is that? I have also been dating this girl I met over the internet, we got so close over the phone I haven't seen her yet, maybe that could be the problem, and it's like if I feel like I don't love her I just feel like dying, please somebody help... she suppose to come not this weekend but the next, I just want to feel like my old gay self again and it's killing me...