I'm 15 and I can't come out. My mom would support me but still. I have had one sort of girl friend but she back stabbed me. I crave the affection that a woman can give. I feel really lonely all the time. My neighbors are lesbian and I wish I could hang out and just talk for ever. I can't wait till college for when I can just be myself, because I am a lesbian, and I'm proud but kind of shy about it. I hope someday I can be happy.