All my life I knew I always felt different then everyone else... never really liked boys when I was younger...but I thought it would past and when I got a little older I would fall totally in love... BUT...

it all started when I was 13... throughout the years yeah I had my little so called "boyfriends"... but nothing big... then when I was 13... I meet this girl... well she was one of my best friends... I noticed I had feelings for her and more then friends... but was too scared to say anything... I keep it to myself for 2 years. I turned 15 and meet this bi girl... she was so right... so beautiful... and one night we just hit it off... I never had or felt a feeling... like I did that night... everything felt so right... so warm... so good... unlike making love guys... they do their thing and its over... but with a girl... it can last all night... and its not over until your BOTH satisfied.. it was wonderful... though after I felt weird... different... un normal..

years have went by and I am now 17 years old... I am out and proud and happy... and in love... its hard... and it always will be... cause in a lot of peoples eyes its not "normal"... but they don't know how it feels... and that's what I keep in my mind... when people stare and talk... as long as I am happy... that's what matters....