Being in love was something I always saw in movies and read about in books. I thought it would happen one day when I met prince charming out of the blue, he would see me, I would see him, and poof there it was TRUE LOVE. That feeling that would rescue me, make me complete, happy and singing everyday. I must admit for a while, I gave up on this notion until one day, out of no where, without rhyme or reason, there it was. The glance, the sudden pounding heartbeat, the hard to swallow feeling, the nerves, the butterflies, the SPARK. I bumped into my true love, my soul mate, my best friend. The icing on my cake, he wasn't a prince but a beautiful young, sweet, loving, adorable, funny, incredibly amazing WOMEN. There it was, true love staring me in the face and it was movie love. It was the kind of love that takes your breath away, makes your dumb when you speak, cause you can't coordinate the words within yourself. The kind of love that makes you weak in the knees even before that first kiss, or that first embrace. It was my true love and it was amazing. I have been lucky to still have this love, 3 years and 8 months and counting... I am very much in love, I am very much committed and I am very much amazed each and every day by everything my true love has given me. I have shared this love with her on levels of myself that I never knew existed. I know within myself that no one will ever complete me, understand me or really get me the way that she does and that is just fine with me. I have been able to show this love of mine to some of my friends. Some have laughed, some have accepted it, but mostly they all think it's a phase, or the lack of meeting the right PRINCE instead of my princess. The ones I worry about, the ones that make me think twice about my love are my parents. I would to be able to run into them and tell them that everything I ever wanted or dreamed of is wrapped in my lovers arms. That everything they ever wished for me to have from someone else, I already have. That I want to get married, that I want to have children with her and live this way until I die in her arms. But, My fear of their rejection and disappoint me consumes me and doesn't allow me to be completely free. For now, I will live this love for as long as I can, for as long as I have my princess in my life, there is nothing I need, want or desire more than to come home to her everyday of the rest of my life.