I am a teenager right now, just for curiosity. When I was 9 or 10 I remember playing house with my little cousin, she was the same age as me, and I was always tomboyish, so I was of coarse the "husband", I remember us "pretending" to have sex, and we would touch each other in all places, and I remember loving it so much, as I grew older I dated boys but I would never kiss them or touch them in any satisfying ways, I always remember it being awful or gross. when I was in the 7th grade I remember kissing one of my friends, and we'd kiss all the time  it was incredible to me. during my 8th grade year I chopped my hair off, and started exploring the lesbian world, it was magnificent. I was young but I loved it. during the summer about to start my freshman year I came out, my mother flipped out on me, for about 3 weeks, then she would never talk to me, ever, especially about "that". well when I got a girlfriend, a real girlfriend. my mom started to calm down about it, especially when we broke up and I was so upset. She tried to understand and help me. for about a year my family wanted nothing to do with me, well in may of 01'I met  a wonderful incredible amazing girl and my mom loves her, and my family is easing up a bit. I am currently still with this girl ,I love her more than anything, and plan to spend the rest of my life with her! I am happy, happier than I could ever be, and I don't regret it at all!