I have always been a lesbian, I have known it from the time I was about 10 years old. Though, like many other women that lives in the Southern part of the United States I married and had children and did what was expected of me. I now find that I made a big mistake, not in having children, for they are my life, but I have been living a lie for all of my life. I don't know what to do to fix things, I am afraid that i will lose my kids if I leave my husband. Anyone got any suggestions?